Out of Control....

Things have escalated and is now out of my control.... 

I don't know how it got bad, especially when I'm not hanging out with friends. 

My project for Nuffield Research became a difficult task to finish. I did everything, but there seems to be more things I'd forgotten to do. But I have finally submitted it. 

But, now I needed to hurry and finish all of my work that was due for the next day. 

I don't know if I've mentioned, but there is no hot water in my building. So, this mean cold taps and cold showers. 

Except, I cannot take cold showers, for my skin is really bad. It needs to be under warm water. 

And halfway the second week of cold water, I completely lost it. 

I cried while having to do my night routine, cried and moaned quietly while I forced myself to splash my face with freezing cold water so that I could cleanse my face. 

And I cried while I dried my face, hoping that miraculously the room heated up abruptly, so I would warm up again. 

Yeah, things got bad. 

I tried finding various ways of keeping hot water in my room for morning and night. I would take boiling hot water in a coffee cup container at night and leave it. But the room is so cold, that it made my boiling hot water go cold. There's no way of preserving hot boiled water for myself. 

My skin, my eczema is slowly getting harder to control, especially when the cold water is freezing my skin, and not softening it. 

We are going into the third week with cold water: it is torturous. 

Apparently the water is supposed to be fixed today. 

So far, there is now no water coming out of the hot tap. 

Is this, supposedly, fixed?