I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of change.
I'm afraid of who I'll become.
Help.
Only idiotic decisions are made by idiots.
And, I am one of them.
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She said she wanted to treat us like young adults.
If that is the case, then do it.
Do not get in my business as I recall correctly, I am a young adult.
My friendship relationships and social life is my business.
Not yours.
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It irked me.
She kept asking about whether I've made friends or not.
How do I tell her that making friends is difficult for me? Without a repeat of History.
Without her insisting that she makes the friends FOR ME.
I want to go at my pace.
Somehow, make friends on my own- I cannot seeing myself doing that but it's good to keep lying to one's self, maybe it'll manifest into reality or something.
I know teachers will probably force the students to hang out with me, which will only make it worse for me and them.
I don't want to burden others and dragging them into my situation, forcing them to hang out with me because I can't even make friends, independently.
Just stop asking about my social life. It's my business.
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